About me


  • bonne

  • thirty-five

  • she/they

  • afro latina

  • demi-pan

  • cancer/infj


⋆。°✩ A magical girl trying to survive in a chaotic world by living each day with a touch of feral whimsiness.⋆。°✩ tired corporate worker by day, fanatic blogger by night.⋆。°✩ an advocate for social justice, diversity and mental wellness.email: [email protected]active on: bsky, twitch & twitter (kinda) but blog is in the works!


■ ■ ■ movies 
last unicornsleepy hollow
crimson peaklittle women
legendlord of the rings
north. abbeyany miyazaki movie
nosferatupractical magic

■ ■ ■ games 
collarxmaliceffvii-ix-x
first bitecastlevania
tears of themisk. hearts
odin spherezelda series
breath of fire 3cafe enchante

■ ■ ■ events 
otome games celebration2025 & 2026
fall in love fest2025
wholesome snack2025

otome folks

■ ■ ■ me gutsa


  • unscheduled naps

  • archeology/folklore

  • ttrpgs

  • amare/otome games

  • ren faires

  • jrps/retro games

  • antique shopping

  • gothic horror


■ ■ ■ no me gusta


  • male focused smut vns w/ our tags.

  • system exclusive games.

  • humidity.

  • passive aggressiveness.

  • "not to play devil's advocate.."

  • tight spaces.



friend shapes

rules


dayjob/real life stuff comes first and most of my scheduling is done at least a month in advance so if there's a request with a certain date or deadline in mind, please lemme know! otherwise i stream according to availability and queue order which may take some time so if you're ever curious of an ETA, feel free to ask. c:my focus in content is primarily amare/indie otome but known to dabble in other genres that catch my interest. collab work is mostly limited to friends/known moots. views and follows are not top priority, especially when it involves my own interests and opinions!donations are not needed. this is a hobby to me so any kind of money should be given to the devs and their released games or kickstarters!don't steal any of the art used for my content, these are all paid works from artists. in that same vein i'm also heavily against the use of ai in any capacity so any game/creator tied to its use will not be reviewed by me. i try to research everything myself but if there's something i'm engaging with that is using it, please bring it up to me!opinions and criticism are given when it comes to the games we play but please route your (constructive) feedback to the actual dev team, not my dms! they need to hear it the most. do not use me as a sounding board to voice them for you! my feelings about a game are my own so in turn, you also do not have to feel the same about a game as I do.drama: i don't participate (most of the time i'm just not aware these days lol) and will just block any weirdo behaviour w/o question. so bullying, dishonesty, and harassment to others will get you removed. terfs, racists, misogynists, and homophobes (inc. those who support them) are also never welcomed! this is a space for the girls, gays and theys.

fav genres


  • magical girl/dual identities

  • gothic horror

  • supernatural

  • high fantasy/magical

  • sci-fi/steampunk

  • slice of life/semi-realism

  • medieval/courtly intrigue

  • queer/yuri/bl

  • psychological horror** **send me a message w/ content warnings!

  • dark romance

  • thrillers/mystery

  • western themes

  • chatsim

⋆。°✩ play style is relaxed with a focus on easy vibes with a lot of note taking. otome/amare with big worlds & deep lore is my favorite so sometimes i'll ramble about something that catches my interest in game, esp if there's a mystery or historical references being mentioned!⋆。°✩ my streaming availability is Wednesday and Thursdays in the mid-morning. the vod is presented immediately after playing so that it can be viewed later. during festivals, i've been known to do the weekends or evening streams but this is rare and depends on availability.⋆。°✩ i'm neurodivergent that unmasks (letting go of survival based behaviors) on my days off, which means that i may not always be expressive or hyper active. but that doesn't mean i'm not having a great time! it's important to me to be upfront and honest so at the end of stream, my thoughts are my actual feelings.⋆。°✩ i love lore, character analysis and storyline points. i'll always take notes so that it can be referenced later, sometimes using it for future ramblings. in another life, i'd have been an anthropologist/historian so my fav part is seeing references made by historical or social movements.⋆。°✩ brownie points if you mention how long the demo/full release takes to play! an estimate is fine too but this helps me tons when it's time for me to schedule and make sure that stream isn't too long or too short.⋆。°✩ extreme gore/body horror is really the only hard pass from me (ex: corpse party the anime) but just because it isn't for me doesn't mean it isn't for someone else! so if i ever turn down a request, you'll get recommended to another streamer by me.⋆。°✩ with that being said, games that highlight social issues with development and growth are a plus but if there are racist or prejudiced depictions used for the sake of humor or disparaging a specific group/race - it will not be streamed/reviewed by me.